这几天

WOW.
我来个short update
星期六那天我们去了Bon Odori~!!
我很吵 你很吵 他很吵 大家都很吵
吵着去吵着回 =D
超级开心+疯狂
一切尽在不言中
我在等照片 到现在还等 xO
几时才有得看jekkkk T^T
两辆巴士都很顺利抵达那里和回到kosas~
谢谢全体学员们的合作 ^^
之后还跟一大班人喝茶 ❤
如果我们之间的感情在早几年萌芽升华，我的中学生活会不会再更多姿多彩?
=]




then 星期日我很乖的去教堂
因为 啊Mr.Danile Loo 又要回美国了
去看他最后一眼 lolx
I big girl already,wont cry ok~=P
又很乖的跟爸妈去吃肉骨茶和tesco
买了好多东西~
Walao.
人家我找薄荷味的沐浴露
结果那个挂羊头卖狗肉的鸡蛋糕商家
卖了个臭到要命的香水当沐浴露
我顶他十万个肺啊
要倒掉都难 囧


星期一开课天
大家都很无聊~
诗琴
我的爱人双胞胎 xD
在我手上纹身 ❤
我很稀饭 其他人也说很好看~~=]
可惜最后那些墨汁印完在他白色的衣服上 LOLX
我的纹身啊啊啊啊啊~~~~
没有料 =X


星期二
一大早就哈秋哈秋 不是很舒服
回家后睡了一阵子
就跟妈去 Lawyat 买 printer ink =]
Oh ya,补充一下
昨晚我发现了非常严重的事情
就是我用钱用到out of budget RM60
把补习费都用了 顶~~~~~
所以我一整天的消费都是阿妈的 x)

买了副黑秋~红色框的 hoho
等着去海边的啊
毕业旅行啊 我要去海边 =]
then 去到金河 一层一层的找书店
又买了3本书 =X
九把刀 《妈，亲一下》，《再给我一天》，《最后14堂星期二的课》
mm
当然不是我的钱 xD 欠债 囧
aikx 慢慢还吧 xD
then~就是很满足啦 xD


一切过得相当安好
到了晚上
hohoho 我病倒了 = =
是的 病了感冒了
yan wong~~~~~~
辛苦到 囧
整晚都没怎样睡到
除了希望快快痊愈 还是希望快快痊愈
早上下了场狂风暴雨 我，起不来
so 缺席了 =X

下午的补习也没去成
看了一整天的戏
《原来爱上贼》
OMG 我觉得我好喜欢BT =X
mm~


一口~
一杯~~
喝水~~~
喝水~~~~
喝多多水~~~~~~~~~~~
我今晚一定会发恶梦 xD
梦到你一直叫我喝水 lolx
你要负责❤

NS

since yesterday,I saw some ppl checked the NS list already
but when I msg 15888
there is no reply xO
it replied.
ermm something like ask me to send another msg to another code
well,watever it is. IT DIDNT REPLY = =


this morning,
crowds were discussing about it =X
after 9am only can get the result
OMG
I waited waited n waited
No reply at all!!!
keep ask ShiQin help me msg again lolx
finally~~~~~~~~~~~
she gav me the answer tat NS replied =D

RM0.20: PLKN: Taniah! 930211xxxxxx terpilih menyertai PLKN siri 8/2011.
Petempatan pelatih akan dimaklumkan kemudian. =D

GOSH
I was so happy!!!
Keep on laughing xD
hahaha until now I still feel very excited =D


most of them didnt kena,as they wish~
but some of them that doesnt wish for it,kena also~
too bad~
I get wat I want x)


u can congratx me hehe
tats all for today ^^
Im happy HAHA


I think mom's gonna start mummbling around when I tell her tonight =X
Dad gave me a very calm respond

becareful. Hows ur studies then?

AWWW figure it out after I get my SPM results =D
anyhow,Im OFF to NS nxt yr~~~~~~
yuhooo~~~~
Crystal is going NUTSS x)
muahaha

12.07.10

WHAO.
I did had a scary post previously eh?
Scares him too lolx
Yes,those are stupid thoughts
but its still in my mind.
I'll try to eliminate it off my brain,
as I promised,k? =]


I wont b doing such dumb stuffs to myself
as I'm affraid of pain =X
N also,
as long as u're being with me.
My only comfort. only shed.
I feel terify to lose u madly =[
yet,theres exceptions too
dun u dare to leave me ^^
I'm crazy~u know tat haha


Things turns brighter with ur companion
feel much more secure with u around.
dun worry too much,k?
I'm ok =]


OHHH~
Did I ever mentioned tat I love the day counting thingy below my blog's title?
haha
I really hearts it
whenever I open my bloggie
I see our days keep on counting =]
Time flies without mercy~
Its 200th day x)
still non-stop counting~
heading to the 300th,400th and so on
I love You, soh lou =]
❤

-

天知道 我心理还是心灵产生了啥样的变化
这几天 不，这个星期
我想死
是的，我想死


无论我人在哪里
我都会无意识的有要去死的想法

在街上
强盗会就这样看上我没?
在繁忙的道路上
会不会有一辆车就这样失控?
踏着梯级
这一楼掉下去 死亡几率会有几高?
站在他家露台
地板会不会就这样裂掉?
经过药房
会不会有些药可以让人长眠不起?


死，也是一门学问。
我没有勇气 一丁点也没有
或许我还没到了报章上所提到的绝望地步
我还有许多不舍 留恋
我只是收得太多太多 多得足以想要撞墙去死
想要跳出马路跟超速的车辆做个朋友
想要在倾盆大雨里淋个超大感冒
想要像k仔说的, 买些毒药让自己睡死
可是我怕 怕痛 怕死


听说一些药不可以混着一起吃
会起化学作用危害身体
轻者中毒昏迷 重者足以令人致命
不知是哪一种?
或许我得空应该到补习中心隔壁的药房,问一问什么药不能参?
还是问一下老师
心脏虚弱,就这样昏死..
不痛不痒?吧...
哈哈


能医不能自已啊
可以劝人不要去死 自己却想要寻死
多么可笑

眼浅

最后一年了
历史重来都不会改变。
17年 大概都有至少10条疤痕了吧?
虽然结局有在预料内，但是我接受不到
历史应该会改变
如果今天出席的人，是爸爸。


你没有满足的一天
还是我太容易满足
你要看，就看
不要看，就撕烂它
我小时候的书
不就是时常五马分尸?
只要你不爽


镜子里的另一方在拾着碎片
那碎片，貌似曾经相识过
怎么被拾起的每一片，痛在我心坎?
明明被划破指尖流着鲜血的在镜子里
那一个低着头握着碎片的小女孩，
身体不断抽抖仍尝试把碎片拼回原状的少女
够了，不要那么傻了好不好。拾来搞屁
爱自己多多点

I like the way u think.

Pn.Jothy 是这么告诉我的
我告诉她，我受不了
受不了这一班 kia su的性格
我告诉她，我受不了
令我捉破脑袋 找出满足他们满足自己的前途
我告诉她，我受不了
一切一切
由于时间的关系，我说不完一切
只是一部分，虽然只是一部分。
如果，你们也like the way i think
consequences 又会不会好转一些些?

跟她聊天我很开心
她是前辈
她是一个很好的聆听者
她看过不同的人生经历
她能让我舒服的诉说
I love her ^^

你很眼浅，不可以这样。你要硬一些 =]

是的，我很眼浅
沉默可以代替我的眼泪
我不能吵架，尤其牵涉情感
我会哽咽 我会崩溃
这是个弱点 是个致命伤
所有东西让我收得太辛苦
我喜欢选择沉默。
因为，
语言像个触发器
一触即发


所以我需要一个肩膀
唯一一个肩膀
你的肩膀 ❤

成绩册

我老妈 一直一直说我没有给她看过我月考成绩
今天要拿成绩册她又一大早不见掉 = =
早餐又不留一份
实在有点dulan zZzZ


为什么我那么在意lehhhh
hrmm
不关成绩的事

就如陈老师说 : 思敏最潇洒了~~

xDDDD
EHEM

最后一年嘛
我想要尝最后一年家长日的感觉 T^T
听着老师对自己的评语
当然,哭哭啼啼那一part可以免掉 =X
去年就是我的噩梦 我那拉高被的样子 OH SHIT
Pn Jothy到现在都一直盯着我 XO

take care of ur mom

囧

然后尤其今年是Roslan当级任
我更加好奇~我今年会得到什么评语 xDD

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原来我妈在家?!
刚刚听到楼上厕所有声音
LOLX 原来她在家 xDDD
在后面房.........
可是我刚才看完整间屋子都没有啊 = =
鬼遮眼?! 还是 没睡醒?!
mm 没睡醒。一定是 =X

我要去拿成绩册啦~~~哈哈哈哈
我白痴我知道 xDD
拿了去看twilight~~wuhoooo =D

傻佬I lurbx U~~~
只是想说说 xD
*跳跳跳~

书

已经是7月的第一个星期
我依旧是无可救药的懒
我不知道为什么 真的不懂不懂 T^T
还逃课了 今年逃课次数直线上升

傻佬: 最近有没有勤劳读书啊~
me : errrr 有啊有的 =X

答得有点心虚
有勤劳少少
可是懒根没有减少过 两者有庞大的对比
勤劳往往被懒根抛在遥远的后头
囧


我那可爱的书橱
就快满了~=D
又为他添了5本新书
《狼嚎》《功夫》《哈棒传奇》《魔力棒球》《草男正传》
ATM 卡里少了50 T^T
又少了50可以用 妈啊~~~
矛盾的心情实在难以消化
那些看中的书~感觉上就是买不完的!!!!! HAIZ

muahaha
我的书橱满了!!!
从今以后谁要借书看的一本收50仙啊~~
我认真的 xDDD
IM SERIOUS~~~~~~~~~~~~=w=+


课本不见读多些
小说就看一大堆 =X
是不是~~~~~~~~~~T^T
8月考试
动力!!我需要更多动力!!!

p/s:昨天dar帮我set了电话上网~可以免费上facebook =O
无聊时可以看下new status =D
不过我还是喜欢用电脑上 =X

dont facebook anymore
its time to face book =X

random 3/7

Juz came back after having dinner with Vix at Paparich
WHAO~
tats all the things I could say lolx
He's leaving tomorow.
Its like the last dinner OMG
he look so moody. Duno wat to say to comfort him
less one ppl giv me kacau kacau jor
will miss u =] I say real gehhhh.


Mom said,
Hann is coming back tis 27th,accompany by grandma n uncle
In case u duno who's Hann,
he's my cousin bro.
went USA to live with his parents tis March,but now coming back
staying with us
Good news? Bad news?
I duno lahh.
Life's gonna be more complicated I think. I predict.
So its bad news =X
But,his presence can distract parents attention.
Less tention for me? maybe
No more new year alone next yr =D
Good news?
Watever~
I have my life,he has his life.
Everyone has their life.
Dun interfere mine,please n thank you.

Farhan : bangun lerr Sze Min..Sze Mun
SzeMin : mm
Farhan : buat kerja la! tau tido jerrrr
SzeMin : mm.tunggu salin jer lahh.
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Hariz : Szeeee Minnnnnnnnnnnn
SzeMin : cathodeeeeee
Hariz : eh eh Szeee Minnn~
SzeMin : cathodeeeeeeeeeeeee~
Hariz : booowoooooo
SzeMin: lolx

my school routine n conversations are always as above lolx
kinda fun having funny conversations with them like tat haha
Always disturbing my dream.
But then ask me go back to sleep whenever I'm active xD
too active n noisy for them LOLX


Events non-stop.
I love hanging out with people.
But when it comes to an end, everything turns quiet again.
I really do feel fatigue going out so frequently.
Yet,I feel more fatigue facing this home. Sad case huh.

Finally I have my own diary
I hav to much to say.
Blog is not private enough lolx
a part of wasting time too.
I wanna reduce my time facing tis square thingy called COMPUTER xD
as much as possible.wish me luck.
however,my diary is not completely private too.
because my house has a MOUSE. a READING MOUSE.
YAM~oh YAM


blogspot has new designs!!
I discover it long ago
lazy to change anything bout it.
Im satisfied with my layout skin xD
just changed my blog song =)

WAKA WAKA EH EH~~x)

I wonder why,
pimples never leave me away.
they love me more than I can say =X
N I love taking pictures with my redish pimples on my face xD
lazy to edit,duno how to edit also LOLX
wat to do~xD
all of u are force to accomodate with me lohh hahaha

nite =]

news

whao.
I have so many good news n bad news throughout this week
I'll share some =]

good news : July is here!
bad news : June is gone..SPM is nearer *sob*

good news : bf no need go ns x)
bad news : Vixy going ns =X

good news : few interesting event coming =D
bad news : money n time lost

yiiii
actually Im bored =X
yes,bored
tats y u're reading tis post lolx


Vix's going to leave on this saturday
will miss u,k~ enjoy there =]
huhu
I think I wont get too much pimple
since he's gonna be around =D
well,he's the one who said tat xD
good news to me haha ^^


Dad's outstation
need to wake up earlier
OH SHOOT!!

random

isnt it good if Im really tat hardworking?
=X