last memory BBQ

the last day of our home group gathering
i was late reaching there

Daniel came n i haven get ready xD jz came back
he gave me a "wat the??!" look when he saw me still in schul uniform lolx
so i told him i'll go later

helped them to start the fire
this is the first time im having BBQ wit all of them
n the first time i experience how to start a BBQ fire lolx
3 guys starting wit the chacoal thing n cork thing
thn we girls are standing beside fanning it
phew
now only i know its not easy to BBQ xD

*lazy Meggy XP*

*chicken wing*

many things to eat~~
chicken wing ,lamb chop,pork pieces,sausages,fish,sweet corn,similu
fuiyoh~~
wat else?? nvm~watever lar~~conclusion is
damn much wei =w=+
n something new!!!
i bet no one of u ate this b4~~~keke

mashmellow
the white thingy~is those..em..those soft sweet
u know~those sweet tat will start melting in ur mouth
i hope u all get wat i try to said lolx

well..first we slighty burn it until it becomes a bit yellowish at the side

after that we will put two pieces of chocolate wit the mashmellow between jacob biscuit
OH MAN~~~
syoknya~~taste really gd!!! mm~~~xDD


keep eating n eating n eating
❤ cherish the time wit all u guys ❤


after tat we gathered in the living room
we sat down n Jeremy said everyone nid to giv a speech about the home group
he start first then followed by others
Some of them said they're blank or ntg to said
when it comes to Gillian~she keep shouting like
OMG~im going to cry im going to cry!!!
then she rush into the kitchen to find for tissue
when she start wit her speech
her eyes were red n cant continue anymore
awww
then Grace too was crying when she speaks
me three was crying the whole night
i mean the fellowshiping sesion
i tot i wont cry
but when its my turn..i jz cant control it..
tears burst off out of nowhere n theres no break for me
erghh
i look so so ugly =^=


when its Daniel's turn
he gave his speech on everyone
he said
Sze Min...She's a crazy girl

but she jz kinda can get a guy come to her
OH MAN~~~

(tats wat he said whole night xD)
how can he said lik tat lolx so mean!!!
im crazy is jz because i have an insane leader~ok?xDD


i feel so sad bout it
going to shuffle home groups after today
this is the last time gathering wit all members
im starting to miss them =(
really really
i know im lik a granny
keep repeating n mumbling the same thing
I MISS YOU ALL
yes seriously
SO SO MUCH
see u 2 yrs later Daniel n Megan
promise not to forget us =)


then we hav our group photo
12345~take
haha
photos are with JohnC
i'll grab from him after he post it


after that we continued our eating session xD
how much calories did i intake tonight?! lolx
nvm
its ok
most important thing is memorize all things happen on this moment
cherish all the time left together



I LOVE U GUYS
even though we are not in the same group
but i believed tat God brings us together at the first place
our heart will always hav connected no matter where we are or wat happened
we are a big family
tats wat everyone said
we are a big family
n tis will never change

I LOVE U GUYS
may God bless everyone of us
be wit us everyday everytime every minute every second every moment
Amen


Miss u guys
i had a great night today
Its a great memory of my life
tat i wouldn't ever forget

01.08.09 1.02am

change

chat wit ar lun yesterday
has been a long time since i last chat wit him eh?hahax
many things change
ya
many things
environment change · people change · hearts change
i changed · he changed · pre-classmate changed
some become more mature,know which to do is gd for future
some become worst,lost in their own world

time is not the main sequence
tat made us change
is ourself
mayb we r gd frens tis yr
but in the nxt yr
we changed juz because of our own feelings or thinking toward someone
no matter how close we r last time
tis relationship will still break
we're even trying to convince someone to change as we do

people change
mayb not becoming a bad person
but the personality b4 isnt there anymore
we r not kids anymore
we r not naive n pure lik b4 anymore
as we grow , things we face made us change
frenz we hang around made us change


i miss my life b4
i miss my naive life although it does sounds stupid
hav u been changing?
wat hav u change into?
hav u trying to change someone to turn into another person lik u?
im emo =)


late to schul n get caught tis morning
but manage to escape hahax
kesian Yang~left out by me xD
paiseh lorr
a lot of people absent today
but there's half of my class attended schul
rushed all works tat suppose to finish in time
settle down some of them
thx for Qi n Zi helping me again
if not im dead now cause of screwing up everything
didnt take nap in class although teacher is not in

doing my kerja amal
hav to hand in nxt monday = =

tis guy~trying to impress us wit his "korea pop dance" xDD

*the gang of genius*

everyone gathered together and discuss about exam papers


didnt retake moral today
Pn Noraini is sick..
recover soon~God bless =)
glad tat i didnt screw up the practice again
had to leave early to buy things in popular n sweet corn for tonight's BBQ
hope tat others are having fun at vix house =)


sometimes feel so tired of my life now
wearing a mask everyday is tiring
tired of facing all these
accepting wit things i dun wan to accept
agreeing wit things i dun wan to agree
sabar-ing wit things i dun wanna sabar
but things wouldn't work if i keep doing things following my own feeling
life is tiring
life is reality
life is cruel
life suckx
for now n for tis moment

dun lie
we r all clowns
wearing masks to hide ourself
is tis so called - coward?
nahh
mayb im the coward but others are not
its juz a way to face wit all consequence in life
wat am i trying to speak out?
i duno
im emo
repeated twice =)


im tired
im sleepy
i wanna take nap
i wanna gain some energy for tonight's party
haiz
but unfortunately i cant =(
update later about BBQ
if i hav time to

31.7.09 06.35pm

academic test 2 · final

MERDEKA~~~
finish exam d
supposingly = =
still hav to retake moral tomorow..shitt
only for my class
why?????!!!!! haiz
nvm


today's exam ok ok lar
dun hav any mood studying yesterday
watched bleach =D

finished 10 + episode a day~~kakaka
OMG~~~

i'm totally in love wit it once again >//<

NELL~~i love her ❤


having BC test when reached school
errr..
概述不懂要概虾米
通告很容易发挥~却忘记format = =
死都死了个公函

went to library n do some ADD MATHs exercise
discuss questions with AK fellas =)
after ADD MATHs exam
i feel tat tis is the only subject i dare to said
EASY!!
muahaha xD
so happy~
actually got one question duno how to do
but i figure it out at last =)
hope tat no careless mistake tis time = =
everytime aso mampus cause of alot careless mistakes

btw
i found something delicious!!!
the shop tat sells different types of biscuits
opposite popular at kasturi
the egg tart!!n all kind of tarts are delicious!!!!
OMG~~~
RM1 for one egg tart =)
others..abit expensive lar..but really delicious!!! =D


yorrrrr
i wan buy novel T.T
my fav writer hav new novel!!!
可爱淘 - a korea novel writer
famous novel in internet
all her books are translated n on sale
duhhhh
i marked down a lot of books of hers
but i dun hav money T.T
kinokuniya selling her books RM40+ for one
all her stories have 2-3 episodes = =
RM120+ for a complete story
where can i get these money?! haiz



found some book in a small book stall
all books selling here are cheap
buy two free one somemore xD
atractive huh lolx

3 big words
cant deny it eh?=X
hah
in addition
WOMEN LOVES MONEY xD



one of 可爱淘's book
3 episodes
RM15 for one!!!
buy two free one
O.O
for kinokuniya..i nid to save RM120
for tis i nid to save RM30
kinokuniya's are original
these are cetak rompak xD
conflict occurs within myself
MONEY or SUPPORT ORIGINAL
n...
i think my option would be
MONEY xDD


eye sore
*sigh*
having asthma symptom =X
can barely breathe in oxygen..nid to breath hardly
lung got a bit pain(?)
mayb its jz my illusion -.-


schedule full = =
y nowdays the activities lik to clash in one same time?!
i wanna go PC fair tis saturday wit frenz
also wanna go giv some support to yun hao on his competition at 1U
but how can i break myself into two?! = =
wanna go PC fair on sunday
also wanna practise dance for nxt week
apa la ni~~
y PC fair cant change time?!
haiz

Jun Sheng's bufday BBQ party tis saturday
nid to buy wat for him leh?
hmm..so hard think wat to buy for guys lar~
any idea?


having practise at dewan tomorow
i wont forget to get the key from teacher again!! ><

will b the last time hanging around wit Daniel n Megan tomorow
hope tat we can have a happy BBQ night
i'll gonna miss them so so much after tis
=(

weirdo am i =)

signed off =X
thx for visiting

30.07.09 10.50pm

academic test 2 · day3

MAMPUS~~~
wuhooo
hambalang mampusss~~~


wake up late today
rainy day again =)
so lazy to wake up zzz
wake up d aso slow motion~xD
exams doesnt have prefects on duty =D
reached school at 7.50am
exams starts at 11am
so its okay


Pn Noraini is in our class
n bringing a bad news to us
moral exam need to take again at friday
WTF???
she said the question got problem *swt*
wateverrrrr lar
she left our class early cause she seems to be getting a cold
aww...poor teacher
wish u recover soon ^^
someone seems lik catching up a flu aso horr =X
take care lurr =)


brough my books n ponteng to library
arghhh
silence is good =)
cant concentrate in my class lolx
read physic experiment n sejarah
haizzzzz
I hav a damn bad premonition for today's test....
fall a sleep while reading
lolx
after some time
Qi n Zi found my shoes outside the library then joined me xD



PHYSIC
mampus~~
experiment
duno how to do
wat to do
which to do
graph = =
dead IM DEAD~
no hope for physic



same as SEJ
i tot i read enough of it
yes n i did
its juz i didnt memorize enough = =
when i got the paper
my brain was like
*zooom*
blank
"trouble shoot failed"
"ur memory had been erased..auto format system will take over =D"
囧
apa nabi nabi
apa khalifah khalifah
now i mati mati edi larrrr



haizzz
everything mampusss
not a single hope for PHYS n SEJ
mood is extremely bad = =

thx for Ah leong sending me back =)
god will bless u wan
haha

well

i think i can relax a bit today eh?

already always in a relax mood la miss = =

tomorow's BC n ADD MATHS

hmm

since im going to failed my phys n sej...

tis two subject...

haiz~~~~~~~~~~~~~suan liao

mayb later go n revise back the formula's for add maths =X

wish me good luck

29.07.09 2.00pm

academic test 2 · day2

*bio bio bio*
addicted to my side look xDDD *swt*

didnt know where + wat to read yesterday night
too many for me to study -.-''
used half an hour jz to call n ask wat to read lolx
start revision at 8.30 until 10.30
stopped at chapter 6
decided to continue study at 5 morning
but then..the alarm keep ringing again n again
I gave up~
off the alarm continue sleeping xD
bio chapter 6 bye bye lolx


half conscious while sitting for EST test
my eyes are half closed lolx
didnt really read the question
just simply choose an answer..its objective..
so..
good luck to me xD


Chemistry
confused = =
confused by the ions atoms
n the negativity or positivity electrons
duhhh


my mom gave me a spot check today
lolx
she came to the school to find me
just because.....
·
·
·
·

·

i brought my phone to school
n she thinks tat i will cheat in the exam = =
WTF~~~
how can she think lik tat~~
aiyooo
im 100% gd girl lar
no cheating during exams wan =D
lolx
whole recess time gave to her
she looks kinda..famous? xD
say "hi" every where lolx

still had an hour for me to study bio after recess
didnt really study anything thou = =
chatting wit frenz
finally the papers are divided to us
one page of BIO
i was lik
whoa~~so less ^o^V
but when i read through the questions..
OMG~~!!!protein structure?! tissue culture?!
apa ni~~~~T.T
n!!!eesay question should hav 2 question for me to choose,isn't??
y there's only one question for me to answer??!
haiz


no eye see
tak da mata tengok
mou nyan tai
mei yan kan
KANTOI-ed all~ -.-''
yeah

as encouragement for myself =D
not very over limit jek~hor?xD
1 yr+ didnt eat tis flavor d >.<
was once my favorite ice cream ^^



tomorow's paper
PHYS SEJ


alamak
still hav 5 hours for me to study only
but im damn tired now T.T
so many experiments for physic
which one should i read???haizzz
sej arrr
my dead subject = =


bless me
bless me
bless me
gambade

28.07.09 7.00pm

academic test 2 · day1

today's weather is nice =)
should hav walked to schul
haha
well , i didnt
hehe


until today,the first day of examination
n now , the first day of examination ends

I still dun hav the reading n examing mood
lolx


Bm suckx xD
tatabahasa

6 question wit 100 marks..= =

i rather its in full format lorr
haiz
peribahasa kantoi d~
yeah lolx
suddenly felt so tired after finishing the question
slpt for half an hour


BI ok lar
died in grammer objective

walao

read moral nilai after finishing it
gd news for moral
my fren told me

test include bidang 4 - 6 only
n i used all my time flipping through all of it last nite
-.-''
trying to memorize bidang 4 - 6
still sticking with those small cards during recess time

maths test
nahhh..
maths..statistic
my worst part of it
especially graph = =

duno how to draw *sigh*


then the last subject was moral
WTF~~~
which clever teacher giv tips say bidang 4 - 6 only wan ar~~?lolx
now almost all bidang came out = =
duhh
feel lik wanna cheat..
but i didnt at the end

gd girl =D
juz wrote watever i remembered last nite


haiz
*sob*
ntg to say~
tomorow
BIO CHEM EST
nid to study experiments
T.T


still wondering
where can i buy doraemon's memory bread?
i wanna print all my notes on it n eat it = =

27.07.09 03.28pm

26.07.09

yes
tomrow exam =w=+
Im dead tomorow~ *wee* xD
going crazy now~~~lolx
count down 8 hours from now


ntg special today
after ushering duty on cafeteria
wooosh~~"ji gut teh" hojiak xD
after come back from church
non stop
on9 on9 on9
chat chat chat
bleach bleach bleach
lolx
wat a relaxing afternoon


everyone keep asking me for tips
swt
cant help lar~sry
these days slping in schul
tis girl means EVERYDAY xD
didnt take note of wat teacher mention -.-''
no mood study ar~~~
tomorow's sunject
BM BI MATHS MORAL
no tips no nid read lor???xD


went to slp after wathing bleach
then we went out for dinner

camwhore all the way xD
wat weird look noob look aso came out lolx


------------------- the end -------------------

tis is the place we went xO
didnt come b4..aunt said there's special price n discount
plus,the foods are delicious
so we come to try it out
1 soup 5 dishes

really not bad~taste gd =)

my RM5.80 orange juice = =

tasty juicy n gd for digestion

but

drink until so sam tong

lolx

*RM75.20*

the price..err..
duno how to judge lar..
for me is a big number -.-''

I am a gd girl =D
since i didnt read anything tis afternoon
so i brought my moral nilai to read
saje~didnt really memorize any one of it lolx

*blurr*

took some pic wit my mom after eating
my mom said my face changed lolx
im not her daughter anymore xD
swt
i admit tat im another person wit my specs on n my hair cliped up hehe


home sweet home
be a gd girl
burn the midnight oil~~
yeah v=w=
i think my midnight oil will ends at 12 lolx

ya rite great
im running out of time~~
n im still blogging
padan muka if i failed -.-


good luck to everyone in exams
n wish me good luck too =D

poofff~

signed off~~~xD

26.07.09 11.38pm

one day camp at Vv kanada

woke up early to go for camp
actually dun wanna go..
cause exams coming
but i promised "syut gak" will giv her support

so i must do wat i said =)


lie to her tat we haven reach her schul
while we're juz infront the door of it at 9
she was like screaming at the phone
huh???y so late???faster la!!!
lolx cute

*place they rent*

woosh the hall is big!!!with aircorn lolx
but kinda bored at the first place
kesian the host n hostess
let the guys bully lolx
had chicken rice b4 our activity starts =)
awwww
i was thinking bout packing chicken rice at kota raya b4 going camp
but thn i didnt
now i get to eat chicken rice xD


get into own groups according to ribbon tied on the booklet
many people exchanged =X
except me hehe

im in da pink group~~~

*this is our "mama" - wen wen*
she's only form 1~a absolutely cute girl ^^

*nid to use our legs to take out guli from the mud*

overall activities are ok lar~
kinda fun =)
our group work as a team successfully ^w^
so glad bout it~~~~xO

*guys from left - zi ping,kah meng,han wen,lonely,shao jie*
*girls from left - wen wen,li wen,sze min,xiu li,wen li*
hope that i didnt get wrong any names =X

these are my team mates =)
gonna miss them <3
everything ends around 2.50
n i had to rush to tuition centre swt
damn tired larrrr
had mcdonald as lunch xD
ate in the LRT =X hehe


reach home at 7
broken down into pieces @@
ly on the sofa thn slpt for few hours
still hav 24 hours for me to prepare for exam only T.T
dun hav any mood to study
siennnn


two of my leg half cramp = =
walk wit pain
WTH
duhh..
anyone has any idea to get rid of this cramp problem? ??

25.07.09 10.25pm