change

chat wit ar lun yesterday
has been a long time since i last chat wit him eh?hahax
many things change
ya
many things
environment change · people change · hearts change
i changed · he changed · pre-classmate changed
some become more mature,know which to do is gd for future
some become worst,lost in their own world

time is not the main sequence
tat made us change
is ourself
mayb we r gd frens tis yr
but in the nxt yr
we changed juz because of our own feelings or thinking toward someone
no matter how close we r last time
tis relationship will still break
we're even trying to convince someone to change as we do

people change
mayb not becoming a bad person
but the personality b4 isnt there anymore
we r not kids anymore
we r not naive n pure lik b4 anymore
as we grow , things we face made us change
frenz we hang around made us change


i miss my life b4
i miss my naive life although it does sounds stupid
hav u been changing?
wat hav u change into?
hav u trying to change someone to turn into another person lik u?
im emo =)


late to schul n get caught tis morning
but manage to escape hahax
kesian Yang~left out by me xD
paiseh lorr
a lot of people absent today
but there's half of my class attended schul
rushed all works tat suppose to finish in time
settle down some of them
thx for Qi n Zi helping me again
if not im dead now cause of screwing up everything
didnt take nap in class although teacher is not in

doing my kerja amal
hav to hand in nxt monday = =

tis guy~trying to impress us wit his "korea pop dance" xDD

*the gang of genius*

everyone gathered together and discuss about exam papers


didnt retake moral today
Pn Noraini is sick..
recover soon~God bless =)
glad tat i didnt screw up the practice again
had to leave early to buy things in popular n sweet corn for tonight's BBQ
hope tat others are having fun at vix house =)


sometimes feel so tired of my life now
wearing a mask everyday is tiring
tired of facing all these
accepting wit things i dun wan to accept
agreeing wit things i dun wan to agree
sabar-ing wit things i dun wanna sabar
but things wouldn't work if i keep doing things following my own feeling
life is tiring
life is reality
life is cruel
life suckx
for now n for tis moment

dun lie
we r all clowns
wearing masks to hide ourself
is tis so called - coward?
nahh
mayb im the coward but others are not
its juz a way to face wit all consequence in life
wat am i trying to speak out?
i duno
im emo
repeated twice =)


im tired
im sleepy
i wanna take nap
i wanna gain some energy for tonight's party
haiz
but unfortunately i cant =(
update later about BBQ
if i hav time to

31.7.09 06.35pm