Thursday, November 18, 2010

WTF dream

Damn!!! nightmares start to haunt me again
Early in the morning,
the first thing I wanna shout is
WAT THE FARKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yea, I had a very WTF dream last night.
I dreamnt about SPM = =
thats WTF 1

I dreamnt about the BM paper = =
We supposingly sitting 2 times for BM papers right?
Paper 1 and 2
In my dream, Both of these papers come together!!!
thats WTF 2

I dont know what is the time given
but I when I'm done with KOMSAS questions,
preparing to start my rumusan,
TIMES UP!!!!
I hav my rumusan and 2 karangans' left blank!!!!!
WTF 3!!!!
WTF WTF = =
Hell I cant get back to sleep imediately
My heart is beating damn fast wei!!

BM paper!!!! Done komsas ONLY!!!
WTF NO WAY!!! lol
goooshhh,maybe I should take serious in it n start studying BM
Not good sign. extreamely BAD sign WTF = =


Went for a jog, feels better
Then I get back to sleep again LOL
now I couldnt call this as " NIGHTMARE " already since its a morning = =
so, I hav a heartbreaking MORNINGMARE =X

I dreamt the pathway I take when I jog.
And I saw 4 cleaners, fierce looking walking behind some aunties.
Didnt take it serious though

Then I am in a car suddenly @@
with him, then the car is going up hill,
and those aunties just now are walking down
With knife upon their neck!!! Cleaners are holding the knives
KIDNAP?! what kind of dream is this?!
When our car pass by them, one of the aunty scream
and run towards our car and ask us to stop @@
I'm shocked. I would like to but the car doesnt stops.
I'm not the driver @@
Probably scared, because the kidnappers chasing her behind..
So..What if the kidnappers get us too?? @@
How I wish that the 4 aunties are safe NOW in my dreams.

Well,mayb thats consider a weird dream more than a nightmare
Because I haven go into the part I fear most LOL
patience!! I'm " long gased " LOL

I duno why and I duno how
He lost, right after the scene of those aunties.
We stop by some houses looking for help,mayb? I duno
Then, he just lost, dissapears. Find no where.
Vanish completely without leaving a word.
Hah Now thats the issue make this dream as a nightmare.
Abuden I'll be just having weird dreams~xD

Everything look so real in my dreams,
even my feelings follow the tempo of the storyline
Feels so real
Nightmare sucks
I hate nightmare so much.
Hope theres no more WTF dreams tonight, tomorow night, day after tomorow night
and so on = =


明明就是假象 明明是个异度空间
感觉却是真实得让自己无法透气
即时醒了 也无法忘记
梦里撕心裂肺的心痛
那种彷徨无助的感觉
真实得再次回想也会哽咽

这,是不是已经代表
你对我的重要已经到达了某种限度
就算一个渺小如沙的事情 就会引到所谓的
蝴蝶效应
带来无限庞大的影响

这,又是不是代表
我已经变得脆弱无比
随时一碰就碎

这种梦境
让我在自己设下的死穴前崩溃
明明就想要更坚强独立
却还是输了给自己的依赖
该如何变强才不会慢慢转变成他人一种包袱..

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