Jenny n the gang are going Ts to celebrate
Qi,Meng n Yang's birthday
too bad i cant join
again = =
actually i can join them when i called Meng
but when he called me back
my mom dun let me join them
grandma was sick
she asked me not to run every where
*sigh*
I miss sing k =(
really wanna go sing k lorrr haiz T.T
woke up in the morning
feel a bit bored
suggested mom to catch a movie xD
she agreed wit my idea worrrrr
xD
so we went to galaxy to watch
Where Got Ghost
story line quite good
not very scary
yet i still get frightened by the grandma tat appears in the tv in a sudden
= =
fuiyoh
luckily theres few ppl in the cinema only
damn embarrasing la wei
i screamed = =
well
not those kind of screaming lar..
jz ahhhh!! for 1 sec
= = still feel very embarrasing
ishhhh
after finishing the movie
we bought t-shirt for ourself at galaxy xD
both of us juz cant stand the temptation of shirts
lolx
rush back home n prepared for tuition
********心情转折点********
when the bus was going to reach LRT
something pop out of my mind
holiday
no tuition
...........
damn
damn
damn!!!
vooom~!
my mind went blank
this is the first time
i feel so lost
i duno wat happen to me
ya
its juz a tuition,right?
its ok if theres holiday n i've forgotten about it
but i juz feel lost
so lost
no direction
i duno where to go down the bus
i duno where can i go
i dun dare to go home
Im lost
looking through my contact list
im blank again
i duno who can i call
lastly i decided to dropped by Ap
i hide myself in popular
yes i hide myself in popular
i get myself a bio reference book
sat there with my mind blank
i feel lik crying
so many things appear in my mind
too many conflicts came upon my life this yr
lonely
lost
tats wat i can feel at tat moment
thx to someone tat had given me so many advice n comfort
那一个号码 始终按不下手
过不了自己那一关所谓的阴影
矛盾得很痛苦
挣扎很久
最后我没有按下去...
想要独立
不想一直依赖别人依靠别人
原来我始终都做不到
你是时候找回你的安全感了
...我怕了 真的怕了
after sitting at popular for almost two hours
went to look for food
food that can cheer myself up
lastly i bought this
it did cheer myself up a bit
sat at the main entrance
i wan to sit at MCD
but i didnt buy anything from them..so i juz walked out
my mind was so so blank
cant think of anything
my phone running out of battery
wat can i do
*sigh*
then i met wit Yang
lolx
he juz came back from Ts
n i knew tat they watched the same movie tat i watched today
xD
incredible coincidence
so we went MCD n chat for a while
he threat me an ice cream n bought a Hot&roll for himself
lolx
thx lorrrrr
haha
dad came n picked me up around 8pm
wat happened for tis afternoon
is a secret
*********心情转折点********
went for Hg at sharon's house
was late for it xOO
i duno which house is hers
n my phone run out of credit!!!
RM0.03
i can just msg my F&F list now
*sob*
im forced to find her house one by one
THANK GOD
i found it xOO
im incharge of Ice breaking today
bring some cards to play "mooze"
hav fun there
haha
after discussion we play "chor D"
John creates his own cards~~~xDD
funny lar
haha
well..i think tats all for friday
a very emotional day
迷路的感觉
真的
好可怕
好无助
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