unhappy

i feel tis seriously heartache within my chess
immediately awake from the blur
try to slow down my breathe
reducing the pain
gasping for air
gasping for oxygen
I am like a fish on the land
gasping for air
looks lik i hav no choice but to continue my medicines


i hav finally found a reason for me
not to walk around the schul
but stay in the class
=)

tis is wat happen when u are totally lost
n confusing
yea
Im lost
I hav totally no idea wat is En.Ismail talking about during physics
His drawings are BEAUTIFUL
unfortunately
only he,himself can interprets it =)
his mouth opens n closes
my mind was blank


I tot everything should ends together wit the fullstop
but things didnt happen as wat i expected
it goes so wrong
even worst than before
I dun understand the consequences anymore
Im trying to solve this problem
but the door is closed
u closed the door
theres no solutions anymore
y?


yes
I am unhappy
am even angry
im dissapointed
y everything must turn into this kind of funky condition?

I miss the day before
n i really did
whether u believe it or not

通常最计较的人
就是在把矛头指向他人
的那一个


或许你不介意
觉得一切都是小问题
但是
这并不代表我不介意
我在乎所以我介意


我
很不开心


13.08.09 02.00pm