不论你了解或是不了解程序我永远都被定为做么那么差做么不够好做么做么做么做么你不会觉得我已经很好了做么开口闭口都一定是差做么除了完美其他都那么不起眼做么做么做么做么我不听话做么我叛逆做么我总是一副不关心做么你不了解我要的其实很简单我只想要一个拥抱我只想要你拍拍我的肩膀说不错啊下次努力点就好这样我会觉得自己的努力不只是为了自己至少我的努力是为除了自己以外的事情而存在而有意义就只是这样而已你却永远不会理解你们永远都不会


用模糊的视线驾驶很狼狈

titanic?

话说 titanic 要上映了!!!

3个小时的经典爱情片 绝对伤不起啊~

于是我和他有了这样的对话

: Titanic 要上了~不要叫我去看啊! o(︶︿︶)o
:  o(╯□╰)o Titanic 不是跟你看的咩?

: ...................是..............~ 
: 诶~这个问题变得好难答啊? 哈哈哈哈哈 ~\(≧▽≦)/~

这家伙笑得太奸诈了!!!!

是真的很难答 嗯

虽然说是跟我看 可是...不要拉我去看please~~~~~

我爱你 ❤

柯有伦 - 哭笑不得

电视台里在点播唱烂的情歌

我一个人开着车经过约会福利社

想起你的轮廓假装你都还在这

路旁一堆垃圾提醒我的爱都已下课

我对你付出从来不搁浅

以为爱可以收割你却对着我说

Baby no no no no

哭笑不得我又能如何

走的理由竟然先假设

哭笑不得个性不合

你想看我到底有多难过

哭笑不得非走不可

你想感受难分与难拾

哭笑不得唱起情歌

才能深刻感受到我真的拿你没辄

基本上 我只是很喜欢这首歌还没进入副歌的部分

很好唱 哈哈哈

看着看着歌词 想到了一些往事 哈哈哈哈哈哈

就顺道连整首歌一起喜欢啦 :3

嘿

ohhhh 电视台里在点播 唱烂的情歌~~~~~~

Big Bang - Blue

The Winter's gone and the spring has come

We've withered away

Our hearts are torn from the yesterdays

Im singing my blues

I'm used to the tears, the doubt and the fears That hold me oh

Im singing my blues

I hope you can see

Im loosing my grip on you oh oh

We're looking up into the same old sky except that you and I

Are further from the place we used to love

I am leaving you with just a word

Yea It's selfish girl

But I have never been that good with words

Oh this could be the end of our dream

No one can help me

Maybe this is our final scence

Watch the curtain closing drop down low

to bad now Ive got nothing to show

The moment I met you this I Know

I'd always Let my loving show

But I have lost my way into the blue

And when I close my eyes I pray we'll see it through

I wish that I could feel my cold heart

But We're so far apart, just like the ocean that's between our love

Your type of love is like a trauma

When all is said and done

Ill dry my tears and think of what we were

My apathy is all Ive got for now

Nothing gonna hold me down

I cant take your complicated run around

And I don't care if you aint there for me now

Cause I got a new sound

People come and go like downtown

And when the night has come and were underneath the stars

Thinking what went wrong

Falling asleep alone, but you always know

that even in my dreams I sing this song....

很骄傲的我遗传了老妈子那暴躁的心情忧郁的情绪你就让我找个借口给自己好过点吧我很难过很无助包袱很重从毕业开始从大学生活开始每一步好像都是个错虽然说生命中的每一步都不会是自己满意的可是我真的觉得自己很错你会说我想多了把不该想的都自己扛起来可是谁又能明白这种心情我在逃从神的怀里逃我知道祂为我安排的全部祂的一步是放弃你我很难过我清楚知道逃避的原因只为你你很重要神也很重要未来很渺茫自己撑下去摸索很辛苦或许我习惯了自小有长辈帮我铺路现在我一个人了就只是一个人了神是最大的慰藉祂不会欺骗不会背叛祂会领导我可是人人不会谁也不知道未来我需要一个清晰的画面至少是我愿意相信的我该怎么办祂为我安排的一步是离开这个地方让我到别的教会去强化自己我放不下放不下人际放不下所有放不下自己是不是剪短了长发就可以剪短一切我迷茫了无助了所有感觉都出错了我想回到单纯的自己单纯的我们单纯的过去

怎么了怎么办我爱你很爱你可是
我很爱你

我跟你讲真的很够很够力我不是要炫耀只是在记录我神经质的花钱本事我觉得我有很严重的冲动冲动得我很想撞壁我忘了马六甲的费用忘了还没缴付的手机维修账单忘了就快过期的电话费用忘了我这个月没有做工没有工钱妈的我还很潇洒的把百三块平底鞋给买了那平凡无比formal至极的平底鞋就这样给我买了从我领鞋的那刻开始就不断后悔不断计算账单一堆那么高啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊吓死人的数目让我拿错贵吃的寿司很吊很吊原本只是要拿粉红碟的salmon结果拿了红碟的超咸不新鲜salmon我撞壁很心痛很心痛至于那防水的八十块背包我很心甘情愿因为我觉得它实用今天的重点其实也只是那双平底鞋欧买噶我好心痛好心痛好心痛一天共用两百五败不败家啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊看来我要把面包分三分之一早午晚过活了下个星期开始我要斩手指答应自己5个月内不买衣不买鞋不买裤不买书包不买什么都不买哪里都不去去哪里都只给parking费天天回家吃饭我要泪崩了钱啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊


今天体会到陪朋友去面试的那种紧张看她们紧张等她们出来的时候我们紧张听说入选的不是盖的哦哦哦哦哦哦哦哦哦要用真嗓飙高音才会入选soft歌真的很难lol跟你们出街的感觉很舒服最后一个sem就快final了才接触到你们真是可惜希望下次还能尾随:3

/.\ 我倒了 kthxbai

这种 两头不到岸 的感觉 真的很难受
直率?做自己? 已经行不通
强迫自己加入 到最后哪里也不是一个归属

他说 这是 过渡期
我真的 很难受
是报应 吧


Dasein....

Mean truth - beuty is not forever

A reply from CEO of J.P. Morgan to a pretty girl seeking a rich husband

A young and pretty lady posted this on a popular forum:

Title: What should I do to marry a rich guy?

I'm going to be honest of what I'm going to say here.
I'm 25 this year. I'm very pretty, have style and good taste. I wish to marry a guy with $500k annual salary or above.
You might say that I'm greedy, but an annual salary of $1M is considered only as middle class in New York.

My requirement is not high. Is there anyone in this forum who has an income of $500k annual salary? Are you all married?

I wanted to ask: what should I do to marry rich persons like you?

Among those I've dated, the richest is $250k annual income, and it seems that this is my upper limit.
If someone is going to move into high cost residential area on the west of New York City Garden(?), $250k annual income is not enough.

I'm here humbly to ask a few questions:
1) Where do most rich bachelors hang out? (Please list down the names and addresses of bars, restaurant, gym)
2) Which age group should I target?
3) Why most wives of the riches are only average-looking? I've met a few girls who don't have looks and are not interesting, but they are able to marry rich guys.

4) How do you decide who can be your wife, and who can only be your girlfriend? (my target now is to get married)

Ms. Pretty

A philosophical reply from CEO of J.P. Morgan:

Dear Ms. Pretty,
I have read your post with great interest. Guess there are lots of girls out there who have similar questions like yours. Please allow me to analyse your situation as a professional investor.

My annual income is more than $500k, which meets your requirement, so I hope everyone believes that I'm not wasting time here.

From the standpoint of a business person, it is a bad decision to marry you. The answer is very simple, so let me explain.

Put the details aside, what you're trying to do is an exchange of "beauty" and "money" : Person A provides beauty, and Person B pays for it, fair and square.

However, there's a deadly problem here, your beauty will fade, but my money will not be gone without any good reason. The fact is, my income might increase from year to year, but you can't be prettier year after year.

Hence from the viewpoint of economics, I am an appreciation asset, and you are a depreciation asset. It's not just normal depreciation, but exponential depreciation. If that is your only asset, your value will be much worse 10 years later.

By the terms we use in Wall Street, every trading has a position, dating with you is also a "trading position".
If the trade value dropped we will sell it and it is not a good idea to keep it for long term - same goes with the marriage that you wanted. It might be cruel to say this, but in order to make a wiser decision any assets with great depreciation value will be sold or "leased".

Anyone with over $500k annual income is not a fool; we would only date you, but will not marry you. I would advice that you forget looking for any clues to marry a rich guy. And by the way, you could make yourself to become a rich person with $500k annual income.This has better chance than finding a rich fool.
Hope this reply helps.

signed,
J.P. Morgan CEO

Hahahahaha His words are damn mean yet so true!!
Share for everyone especially arrogant pretties =)
You are pretty and we know it but there's some truth you need to know too =D
Chill Chill~yeah~

3大疼, 喵~

呐 我下载了搜狗拼音输入法
有好多好多可爱的皮肤陪我打字  啊哈哈哈
找到好多很萌的动画涅 ^__^
还有 pika pika  ❤

现在伴我的是黑猫猫!! 会摇屁屁的哦~~~~~

萌惨了我的妈啊啊啊啊啊啊

随时可以换心情输入盘了 很棒有没有 ^^

因为想一直看着它们所以就打部落来了 嘿

顺道来update一下自己 =)

自2012年来好像都没有向bloggie好好交代一下这样 内疚呐~啊哈

最近很好啊 

只是连吃饭也没有钱而已 lol 

还呼吸着呢 蹦蹦跳的 应该不是问题

至于身体各部位的健康嘛.........  哈哈

胜 看到这篇的话 大概也会一样的说

炫耀吗?

对啊 不行吗 哈哈哈

话说自己从小就是药桶啊 中药西药自制药direct sales

长那么大了也脱离不了这种命运

实在懊恼

多半也是该死吧  自作自受 啊哈

少运动 不喝水 不睡觉 不看医生，固执 是这样吧 ^__^

呐 

我还记得血流不止的那一幕呢

那一阵刺痛 随后暖液围住脚跟的感觉

一个月后得找医生挖个洞把自己没清掉的碎片拿出来

虽说打了麻痹针 但下刀的那刻 神经系统貌似还很正常的哟 ^^

被钉在病床上 一个人 不能动  那种无助 

连护士和医生都不忍心 分别塞了2颗水果糖为我加油

又要重新经历一次了吗?

3个月后的现在

碎片浮现了  啊

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

我可以...无视吗?

牙疼

也好突然 

咬下去的瞬间 像电一样的速度把极大的疼痛从牙龈发至脸部

TMD 

牙齿对爱吃的人来说是很重要的

永远也不会忘记

他蒙着脸欺骗年幼的我 说只是让牙齿摇晃而已

结果...门牙让他得逞了!!!  

混账! 那是很大一把的 钳子.

至于眼睛

虽然平日没有完全无视 大大小小不适的状况

但至今也没有想要正面接受 它对隐形眼镜极度过敏的事实

contact lens abuse 

她是这样说的 带些激动

这半年来我已经把佩戴它的次数减到最低了不是吗?!

大概是之前强迫性的后遗症...吧? 

即使是有品质保证的隐形眼镜  不适合就是不适合...是这样吗?

躺在病床上任人宰割的感觉真的除了无助 我再也想不出其他形容词替代

尤其身边没有任何物品给你捉住的时候

凭2滴麻痹作用的眼药水 就迫你望着上方的白灯

在意识鲜明下 看着铁枝插进眼角里， 转

感觉她熟练的动作

换另一支筒形的 插进同一个眼角 更深处， 注射

液体从鼻腔冲进喉咙  像溺水般

完成了

这种时候你绝对会认真思考  为什么?! 为什么人会有2只眼睛?!

只能紧握双拳 相信自己的拳头 相信室内的时间很快就会过去

这种感觉..光凭回想也觉得很可怕.. 

肉体跟心灵

在无助的时候  感觉都一样那么强烈呢 哈哈哈^^

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

这篇疼痛 是供未来意外点阅的自己回味

不论时隔多久 我也相信 即便她完全没有印象

肉体上的记忆 仍然存在着

多喝水 多睡觉 多运动 别逞强了哦, 亲爱的

我们都爱你. 

摇屁屁的猫 好可爱啊!!!

有这萌爆的皮肤 我应该会时常更新吧? 嗯 ^^

大爱  亚莲，拉比，囖多，缇奇 中,

 驱魔少年倒数13集!!! ❤

Hey 朋友
你的朋友迷失了
聋了 哑了 颈被石膏封死了
脑袋掉了 心脏麻了 肚子..饿了
忘记要吃饭 忘记要冲凉 忘记要上课
忘了车匙 忘了钱包 忘了电话
忘记怎么沟通
忘记怎么原谅

他 把自己给遗留在某个被遗忘的角落了....

人很奇怪 或是该说
我很奇怪
总觉得 崩溃似的大哭一场 所有的东西都会随着眼泪流去

几天后 却发现
石头还在
很失望